i my me

berhubung ga ada kerajaan,sebenernya ada tugas kuliah sih

tapi karena males ya udahlah kelaut aja

yap! gue malah asik ngorek di paintool SAI

for penampakan paintool sai yang sialnya trial -,,-b

 dan ini gambar2 gaje buatan gue selama 4 jam nonstop

 this is me,my hair

brown X3

 and this me as sora from digimon

blue girl,like this!

 and this me as sora too

umm...same as before :\

 and this me

i was shy X/////3

and was waiting for someone *who? *dies -///-

red cheek :3 

ok enough..

.;;;did u know? when i'll upload it to deviantart

i had forgot my password id -,,-

Random post

Care? Who care about me? You? You? They are? Them?
And the answer is NOBODY!
Wth..but thats true,10000% thats.true.
I have some reason why i says it.
But i never want to told you all,this my secret.

Hmm
I hate this world
I hate my real world
I hate life like this
I hate everythings in my life
I hate my days
I hate my memories
I hate my past
And i hate "hate" word.

I had read some article about phobia social and maybe i'm obe from million people who have phobia social.
I cant be myself even if i try hard to makes it happen.
I always say "my future is end,i want to die"
Here i was crying but nobody not cared.How sick!
And i choosen one chance.
I try to be "anti-social" who not care everything in herself.
I couldnt say the word i want to.say.
I hate myself like this!!!



Aku benar-benar membenci diri yang sepertia ini.Terlalu bodoh untuk memahami diri sendiri,terlalu mudah untuk ditindas.Aku...
Aku tak mau seperti ini,hidup seperti ini tidak menyenangkan.Ini membuat ku tersiksa baik fisik dan mental ini.

Sampai kapan ini harus berlangsung,aku tak mau hidup lebih lama.Hidup lebih lama bagiku hanya memperpanjang penderitaan saja.

Tak ada yang menarik dalam hidup ini,semua sama.
I'll try hard to makes short time for my life.

And now i was sick
Dan berharap sakit ini bertambah parah hingga aku mengatakan
"i not have much times to life again"
I dont care
I too weak
I'm not stronger girl like before,just weak girl who want to die.

Okay enough,good night!


Look at my foot :p

posted from Bloggeroid

me singing

haha finaly

i had uploaded this XDDD

i sang this song when i was sick

so my voice...

really weird :/

umm...well

enjoy LOL XDD

i really like this song :3
breave heart from ayumimiyazaki