maybe this the best for me...

ok this enough
now i find the answer for my question
i find final destination(?)like tittle of film)

wwww...
ok akhirnya gue nemuin tujuan hidup gue
gue tau dan mungkin memang ini yang harus gue lakuin
setelah 18tahun gue ga pernah nemuin jawaban ini

gue memang ga peduli dengan hidup gue sendiri
tapi gue peduli dengan hidup orang lain
what this called EGOIST?
i think yes
but whatever,i dont care
i dont know about happiness and more

hmm...
ok and now my life just for my familly
i try to be what they want
just for them!
not for me
just for make them smile!

i just can showing a fake smile
i dont care about my happiness again
just for them,

just for them!
who make me know about life
who make me says "i hate this life"

ok
now..gue cuma bisa berusaha buat bokap n nyokap gue bahagia
moga aja gue bisa lakuin yang terbaik for my beloved parent!
who make me was born in this the world....
god wish me luck!
give me power to get through all the existing road!

always think of you

no matter what happen i still think of you
athough your body not in my side
i can feel what you feel

when you feel lonely
i feel same like you...

I cant stop thinking about you
i think i was fall'in love with you

you're my stars in the night
shining the darknight

---mentok dah
ketika aku membuka mata untuk lembaran baruku
aku mulai berjalan ditanah yang basah
dan mencari sesuatu yang baru

matahari mulai menyinari jalanku
aku menatap masa depan cerahku

aku ingin terbang menembus awan
harapku bisa mengubah dunia ini
aku menggenggam tanganmu
membawamu ke arah yang baru
menuju masa depan cerah

terjatuh lebih dalam membuatku lebih kuat
tapi hidup ini terasa berat tanpamu
tetaplah menjadi bayangku
you're my inspiration for me

i will walk together with you
go along in this way
hidden all the pain in this life

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random ToT
i havent inspiration again
my idea was empty now XD