maybe this the best for me...

ok this enough
now i find the answer for my question
i find final destination(?)like tittle of film)

wwww...
ok akhirnya gue nemuin tujuan hidup gue
gue tau dan mungkin memang ini yang harus gue lakuin
setelah 18tahun gue ga pernah nemuin jawaban ini

gue memang ga peduli dengan hidup gue sendiri
tapi gue peduli dengan hidup orang lain
what this called EGOIST?
i think yes
but whatever,i dont care
i dont know about happiness and more

hmm...
ok and now my life just for my familly
i try to be what they want
just for them!
not for me
just for make them smile!

i just can showing a fake smile
i dont care about my happiness again
just for them,

just for them!
who make me know about life
who make me says "i hate this life"

ok
now..gue cuma bisa berusaha buat bokap n nyokap gue bahagia
moga aja gue bisa lakuin yang terbaik for my beloved parent!
who make me was born in this the world....
god wish me luck!
give me power to get through all the existing road!